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They seemed to be intimidated by my dozens of Facebook pictures with darker men, causing them to run before they even got to know me.

“They’re riddled with sexually transmitted diseases” one ignorant guy messaged me on Tinder after seeing a single picture of me with black guys on my profile.

Friends asked me what it was like dating someone who is black and giggled asking if it was true about “what they say about size.” One friend admitted “I could never date a black guy because I wouldn’t be able to understand what he was saying.” All stereotypes I had been used to hearing about this unchartered territory.

When my relationship eventually ended, the phrase “once you go black, you never go back” rang in my ears.

Dating a black man is not the same as dating a white man.

I was pushed out of my comfort zone and I learned more than I ever would have had I been with some someone who grew up just as I did.

How many times had I said “Mom, I met this guy, he’s white”?

The first time I had ever questioned my physical appearance was before I even began first grade.

Where friends from home had laughed in my face, believing my taste in guys had somehow done a 180 as a result of moving to the city, black guys I currently went to school with were intrigued.

I began receiving attention from darker skinned guys, one even proclaiming with a wink that he had “never had a white girl before” as if conquering a white girl is some badge of honor or just something to check off a list.

This was the place I was born and raised; where nobody had to whisper the “n word” or hesitate to stick some feathers in their hair and paint their skin red as a sign of school spirit.

Growing up in New Hampshire didn’t prevent me from making friends or dating guys who weren’t white.

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